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Once lost but found.
Came to the US about the age of 5,(New Hampshire) Went to church but didn't know why.(sponsors were Christians) Lived there for about 3 years, then moved to RI, still don't have a clue why I went to church. Moved again after 3 years, to Philli. horrible place. Went to church there because of friends and food. Was A bad boy then. Moved again after 3 or 4 years, back to RI. Gotten harder for me to cope with every thing and struggling with depression. Still went to church still lost. Yes we moved again to California after 3 to 4 years. Every thing was too much for me to handle at that time, so I just didn't care about anything much. Found myself going to church there as-well,(Cambodian Christian Alliance) but this time God found me, I came to know, understand and found Gods love within me. I was happy being with my brothers and sister in Christ, that's where I accepted him in my life and where I was baptized.
A lot of things happened in CA, One of them is when my mom got possessed by evil spirits or the devil if you may. when it started, she screamed of pain then her hole body started to shake then she past out. When she woke up, she acted unusual. (It took full control of her body) It tried to pretend like it was my mom but We new it wasn't. My dad called the pastor and pastor called other christian from the church to our place to pray by her side to God and try and chase that spirit out. It went out and when she was concuss again she was drained of energy and in pain because we held her down when the spirit was in her,(It tried to hit the people that were praying) So we let her rest for a while. Next day. The same thing happened, now it's more intense. Not one but more came to possess her body, it got worse as each day went along. It was a great fight against the devil. I've herd words coming from those spirits like, "their are to many of them we can't stay", "lets leave" (we prayed for gods angles to come and help us in our battle) I've herd screams of pain from those spirits "It hurts, it's to hot I can't stand it any-more, I can't stay" (we prayed for the Lords flames upon those spirits) "It's really heavy, take it off" (someone put the bible upon her chest) This went on for 7 days. Near the end of all this it spoke directly towards me saying I didn't have faith and I don't believe, with an angry and evil stair. It new just about every- thing, even how much faith and trust I have in God, I was stunned. What it said made me realize where I was in faith. I realized the words it said to me, some how I knew I was depending on my own prayer rather than praying for God to get rid of the spirits. Then something within me told me that it will be over on Sunday. when Sunday came, I gathered up all my will, hope, and faith, opened my heart and prayed for God to chase out all the evil spirits and all of a sudden It stared at me with rage really intensely without a word and left her body. And it never came back ever since.
On the move again. lived in CA for 3 to 4 year, Heading back to RI. This is where I got married, a job, so I thought was a life. I withered away from God and found myself not going to church anymore. Started going to Khmer magic idolizing and all the stuff I shouldn't be doing. This is where God spanked my little lost tushy really really hard. God took away every thing I had, my job, my friends, my wife and kids. Now I'm struggling in life, going though hard times. I was lost for a while but now I'm found.
God brought me here to Jacksonville, so I may be with him again. I thank God for taking every thing away, if he didn't I would still be lost
By losing every thing, God made me stronger, gave me more knowledge, my roots dug deeper, and my heart filled with gods love.
If he did not let these happen, I would not know the things I know now.
Praise Be the Lord For Ever. Amen
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